Here are the pieces I have crumpled and left to pile up in the dark and dusty corner of my mind. All the words I should've burned but never had the time nor the energy to do so. And now all of it has caught up to me and I find that going through each note will give me the courage I need to let go.

From one cluttered mind to another.

Cheers!

From the ashes I am born
And from pain I am bred
My heart has been frozen
And my body; lifeless, dead

Molded with no mercy in mind
An insatiable craving to rule
An iron fist down on the table
And sheer will no one can waver

It has been the life I'm told to live
From seedling 'til I bore fruit
But there is a part of me that asks
Could this be all the world has to offer?

A ruthless cycle filled with chaos
With endless wars and decisions of finality
Is there light beyond the tunnel?
Can there be hope for me?

From all the wrongs I have done
This has been the most terrible one
My hands that vowed to mend
Has messed up to no end
I have broken
I have sinned

The promise to hold you, I could not keep
Now here I am crying myself to sleep
The self-loathing makes it hard to breathe
As I feel that I am even more beneath 
I have broken
I have sinned

And upon my shoulders I'll carry with me
The worthless person I always will be

Ce Que Je Suis