I didn’t think he could change me. I was the girl who liked being single. No heartbreaks, No worries. Those were two pros of being single, but there were also some cons. I couldnt be happy like I wanted to be, I was constantly lonely. That was until I added him on snapchat, It started out great. No conversation dying,like all my previous ones. This might be alright I thought to myself, We talked for about a week. There were some things I worried about, I wasn’t popular or well known but, I wasn’t a loner. I had a small group of friends that I would hang out with but a bigger group of friends I’d text in Snapchat. Things were progressing fast between him and I, we constantly hugged everytime we saw each other in the halls, we constantly talked on messenger,snapchat,instagram. I knew I wanted to be with him, Did he feel the same? I thought he did, we made it official. It was great at first, but then he started hanging with someone else...a girl. He started leaving me on read or took forever to respond. Then 3 days into dating, He said we were going too fast and broke up. This was why, This was the reason I was fine with being single. Maybe, Just maybe I loved too soon, Maybe,Just maybe...We weren’t meant to be.

 You once asked me, “Where’s the happiest place to be?” I didn’t know how to respond, so all I said was my bed. Then I got attached to you and found the happiest place to be was in your arms, but now someone else gets to be in my happy place and I got kicked out. But I guess that’s what happens when you love someone who doesn’t love you back...

 “I miss you, I’m miserable without you”