He was the gate to darkness. 

She was the gate to happiness.  

I was stuck in the middle of both gates. 

He was everything I wanted and more. 

She was a knew thought to me. 

I had to choose. 

The voices chanted,

Go with the boy!

Go with the girl!

I stood at the gates quietly. 

He said I can make u feel anything, I’ll show u the after life. 

She said I can be your sweet escape from reality and bring out the side of me I choose to keep hidden.

I was left with 10 seconds to pick a gate.

10... 

He said come with me I love you. 

She said come with me or don’t, I don’t want to pressure you.

9.... 

I cry.

8... 

The voices are back. 

7... 

Go with the boy! 

6... 

Go with the girl! 

5.... 

He said you don’t want the life of regret and anger I know who you really are.

4... 

She said your pure and beautiful I can show you love. 

3... 

I walk towards a gate. 

2... 

He looked good. 

She looked better. 

1....

I wanted to learn more about myself and to try new things.

0... 

I walked through her gate. The gate my heart lead me too. The voices left but one stayed. She said I know your new to this and I like that you chose my gate. I hope you don’t have any regrets about not choosing his gate. His gate was a dark hole filed with darkness and power. Her gate was peaceful and light. 

Beyond her gate.... Part2 to be continued!!!