How did I end up in this situation? Was it the business that I spent thousands of dollars on, only to have fail like my attempt at vegan pancakes?

Was it my upbringing and lack of money that messed up my mindset? 

Or is it my reluctance to step back into the corporate prison that I was a part of for ten years? 

As I set off on a journey around Australia with my handsome partner I have some serious soul searching to do.

A skill of mine has always been knowing what I want and then finding miraculous ways of making it happen... 

But when I'm trying to undo everything I know about life - being busy, having control, always looking at the clock, or my emails, and just generally having a feeling of dissatisfaction and confusion about this life... I wonder - where the heck do I go from here?