- TO HELL AND BACK
- what is life
Am I going insane ? What's this feeling. I'm going insane !
All of a sudden I can hear every thought. feel every emotion , I see things people right next to me can't even imagine to see.
When I leave my house I swear I can smell Tomorrow's rain drops
As soon as my feet touches the ground I sense every vibration in the world!
Why do I feel like this...
3 weeks ago I tried to jump off London bridge. My life was literally hell
i have no significant other , i have no kids , i have no business. I'm the black sheep in my dysfunctional family
I'm alone
all alone.
Ever since I was put on this earth I've always questioned things.
Why am I here to be all alone, my whole life people have in and out. No one is stable every friendship , relationship is just temporary everything is temporary.
Then boom I had this thirst for curiosity and knowledge I began going even deeper with my thoughts
These thoughts were running across my head like neurons
this was all I could think about
Who put me here
Why ? How ?
How did I come here ?
How did I become this person ?
I don't even feel human
Who said I'm human ?
What makes a human ?
Most importantly
WHAT IS LIFE ?!
Hey, I hope you still alive, I wish I would have found this years ago, if you looking for stability maybe could help, it wouldn't hurt to try