Thoughts Of A Lost Soul
Rage
Rage
Rage I feel you
I feel you in my body & I feel you in my soul
The feeling of you takes over me to the point where I can’t see
I’m blinded by the anger that also strengthens me
Maybe I Should continue To try to rid this distressful feeling
But it’s like I’m no longer willing
Darkness ..I feel you the light that I was once in ..hiding
It’s gone now and I’m letting the darkness sink in
Darkness I’m facing you
Why are things like this even happening to me.
Why am I bad person ?
Why don’t I feel obligated to better my self any more ?
What’s wrong with me 🤔 I ponder and ponder on the thought of death
But to lazy to even say the shit with my chest.
Why am I so ready to die
When death is already guaranteed
Why am I so quick to want to be freed
I use to be so sure about life but now I’m on my knees praying to someone wishing for better days
Maybe I should be wishing for better ways ?
Trying to find love but nobody’s willing to love me
Am i actually the problem 🤔
Going every which way trying to find my path
Which fucking path is it man
I’m going insane
But it’s only me to blame
Why do I feel so unmatched to everything
Why are people even talking about me this shit is so weird bruh life is weird death it weird everything is just so sickening and I’m still here same as I was same as yesterday lost asf
Not knowing when I’m gone die or how imma die I keep feeling like imma be the cause of my own death but who knows cuz I don’t.
I can relate to this so much, questioning myself a lot and feeling irritable.