“Am I good enough for her” was the thought that went through my head every time I saw her.  I probably don’t even exist to her but I need to keep trying.  One day she will notice me... 

Let’s just say this wasn’t the way I wanted her to notice me.. With a t-shirt covered in mud and something I'm not quite sure of running down my face.

Jace started a food fight and it ended in almost everyone covered head to toe but her... I tried to protect her by diving in front of the incoming objects.  Just ended in me in landing in a pile of food and everyone laughing at me on the floor.  Who cares right? Not me. I kinda lied there. Why? Why is the person I love a woman who would never love a person like me. 

After liking her for a year, I made a move. I left flowers in locker and a note. Reading “ dear lover, you wouldn’t understand how much I love you but you won’t feel the same way about me. Meet me by the lake at 7- L” rumours spread of this mysterious lover “boy” as time went by it was time to leave school and get ready to meet her. 

Sweet smelling flowers, beautiful lakes and shiny waterfalls, animals that look like a myth and magical make body of water. The lake- the one I’m supposed to be meeting her at... it’s approaching 7. Thoughts start rushing through my head “ what if she hates me” “ this was a mistake I should leave” “she’s not going to turn up” it got worse and worse.Till it turn 19;00 exactly 7pm. Heart racing it feels like it’s going to shoot out my chest infinitely tracking down t’ love.

Luscious lock of golden chestnut hair styled a way that made the curls look perfect like she was. Emerald eyes gleaming in the moonlight as her eye wondered searching aimlessly for her secret lover. Turns out I was right here. Her ruby red dress that looked as dark as blood draped over her body. She turned and waltzed over to the mystic fountain. “Hey it was

Me who sent that note and flowers” i announced shyly. Her smile was so inciting,so perfect and pretty. Smiling turned into laughter. She quietly said that you are good enough for me but your a girl. She disappears into the lights of the city. Specs of Water formed in my eyes, slowly creeping down my face. As if it was Trying to clean my face. Sadness will always over power my love. Am I even enough for anyone.

Turns out I wasn’t enough for her...