tired of struggling with the name. Jesus but then I learned both are correct, just in two different languages.  I didn't want to go on what all has been calling God but what we supposed to call him.   I learned the truth.  

Today I got the pleasure of seeing all the guys That had parts in rape,  as they stood out across from the gas station. having a meeting. When I say pleasure, on this note it's not in a good way.   

 I asked God to reveal, all that is involved to me and Shower me with the faces of all. Let them rain upon me so that I am no longer blinded by them. This whole group set before me as we went to get gas. Pals:

The man on the second floor came right in with his dog and I opened the door. others have been revealed now, his voice is one I always hear now I have a face to match the voice.  

Perry is in the mix still so all needs to defending him, he gets no props here. I don't care how yall think I feel,  let it be know This man did come right from the devil. To hell with all thoughts, anyone has of me not letting him go or he left me, you crazy right with him. I left him and didn't look back. no matter how many times he tried to call. it's no turning back once you got out of hell. I ran for my life and was trying to run before any of this took place. Now you all have clear facts!!! He had on a burgundy hoodie, the female was in front of the store with a green sweatsuit on. hair brown and blind, light brown skin chick who was shocked to see my face. All she could say was oh F. and got out of the doge but too late I have seen her. the same one I have seen sitting outside of Louis's house. The same one from guess where? I don't even have to tail yall. Read book one!  Smh her sidekick stood on the other side of the door. I don't understand why all don't get it. We are being attacked every night!!! I may be wrong about some players as some may be set up as these traffickers attend to do often, They make it look like another is doing it to keep the heat off them. I seen them frame many people around me, for me to get them away from me and throw blame.  Remember that!!  many things may be wrongly called about, a lot that's why I write for others to figure this out with me. I spoke on Harvey Collins in the first book but I'll give a reminder as it was brought back to my attention after his sister tried to reach me last night. Harver Collin's brother was good friends with me. My cousin killed him for no reason, no reason at all. call me a snitch but I told the police about my cousin, I was scared and in shock that my friend was gone. It's been over 30 years but it still seems hard to talk about R.I.P. Howard. His family never came to ask anything about what happened to him, or even to find out why. They came to snatch everything he owned with not one question. So I'm very clueless as to why the hell they chase me around now. Clueless as to why his brother hates me and has been after me for so long. So what we call this a care-hate thing? One brother cared and the other hate they were twins. Could Howard have been angered by the fact that he let my cousin getaway and gave him money for the cab to get away and I still told? Or is it the fact of watching Edell take the gun but no one asked about it, cause you to darn right I would have told that too? My friend lost his life is what all fail to understand. I would have told every detail of it step by step. It was wrong and it was for no reason that man lost his life. If questions are asked to this very day I would still tell his story.  Harvey knows these men,  they all hang together. it's a pack of them. 

Another friend was killed in her sleep. they said I'm not gonna have no one. God wanted his angel that's all. Listen to what the Bishop said About my friends and family in his video. I don't forget any words.  R>I>P. Wanda. 

I was tied and dragged again in my sleep last night. I worry bad about my girls. as each one is the target, I worry about my little sister. I worry about all family members and close friends that are linked to me. I don't know what I did so wrong that would bring one to this point.  They know where I am but refuse to come to talk to me about what I did and how it can be corrected. only four names keep ringing in my head. Darryl Gordon, Meatball, my nephew John West, and Jeff. but Harvey Collins is sticking there. He took a picture of himself on our block and made sure it got to me, to see it. I was told by doctors to watch out for him he wants to kill me.  It's time to go, and just leave it all behind. They have scattered all my friends and family away from me with threats to kill or bring harm to all they know.  So I am clear and very correct on that.  

The only way they could have gotten to the Bishop and the other pastors had to be when I started following the bishop over 30 years ago. Someone thinks the worse of me and I don't know why. I can only think of my mouth and temper that I have a problem with controlling,  I have changed all but that. I don't cuss anymore but the mouth is still crazy as the sward still dwells inside. I think of the last bad fight I had but they were all bad. The fights I should have backed down from but my temper didn't allow me to. I have a mouth and a temper that moves faster than my brain. By the time the brain catches up things are said and done. Now the brain is left only saying what the hell have you done. I realize it's a big problem in my life and I'm trying hard to change it. I have ignored so much but some things come across that's hard to ignore, some things you really have to defend yourself on.  Once I find out who this is, I don't even think I can remain angry at them because I realize now that I must have done or said something that hurt them deeply.  I now would just like the chance to apologize to them. Hug them and pray for them and with them. This has to be bone-breaking deep, earth-shaking deep, the world crashing deep that brought them to this amount of anger.  I know I can't change things but maybe we can heal together.  I don't just feel my pain but I feel the pain of another now. 

Dear God, I have done something awful to someone so bad that my heart cries out to them now. I ask that you bring us together face to face, bring us to know each other, to forgive each other allowing us to pray for each other. I pray for a newfound friendship with this person I ask that you heal the heart of this person. cleans the mind of the hate they feel for me. Remove every womb that I have placed in the heart and soul. Allow them to share my wrongdoing with me and find some kind of solution of peace. allowing them to have with the sight of my face, the sound of my voice, and please bring peace upon them when it comes to me, Lord. I ask that you give them understanding in their heart that I mean them and meant them no harm. and I ask that you allow them to forgive me. I feel their anger for me, their hate for me and I know now of the harm they seek for me.  Bring us face to face oh Lord I beg of you. If it came to this point Lord I must have done something unrepairable. Lord, I ask that you soften the heart of this person so they will carry no more heart of stone towards me.

Lord, I ask that you forgive me as well and show me what I have done wrong to bring this type of drama upon me. Lord, I ask that you show mercy upon us both. and soften my heart as well. I no longer feel angered but sorrow as it rises up running through me. please no longer hide their face from me. I ask that you bring this person before me LORD. in Jesus' name. amen! 

My Lord Jesus If I have not wronged this person that has brought this drama and pain unto me then show me nothing but bring them before the law to justice, in the name of Jesus I pray.  Lord, I feel someone's anger and pain. Identify these feelings that I feel from this person. If of no wrongdoing I have done to them is this the pain they feel from what they are doing to me and my family. Identify this anger that I feel from them it runs through me now. Identify the sorrow Lord now Lord ask of you in the name of Jesus. in the name of Jesus, in the name of Jesus. Lord if it's you, and your will that I have crossed I come humbly as many times and more asking for you to forgive me. for I did not understand, in the name of Jesus amen.  I must continue to pray. in the name of Jesus amen!!!  

I do believe all the pastors are being framed.  I just still can't see them all going this route although one seems to have apologized for “THE CHURCH”  if that was the case  I forgive THE CHURCH, I need a church and all didn't do wrong. I'm sure. SHED LIGHT ON ALL OF THIS.  and again identify these feelings

The stories keep coming but God is gonna shake this earth. I believe the war has begun. They are now using the church to continue to carry out the work of trafficking. Thy shall not kill. but many death has occurred from heart failure, men and women. If the bible is being replayed then the Lord is gonna surely shake this earth and all of the evil will perish and the earth will be made as new. I spoke of a war I seen in a vision but never understood how it will take place. I don't fully understand none of what's going on but I do understand that the Lord Almighty is coming, King of all kings will show upon us all. God if you made me now to preach then allow it to be your will. I will do whatever you ask of me. I shall do and your will shall be done. I have been attacked by the enemies and I carry their marks. Many call me stupid and I accept their remarks for they do not know me as well understand. Lord the world has risen up against me and I show no fear for I know you are coming, Lord. I allow them all to call me crazy and I don't mind at all, for I know if many that don't  No how much faith I have and how I believe in you. Many expressed themselves against you Lord and none of them had to go through this. This is pure evil roaming the earth using the word giant. But have no understanding of the real giant that's gonna walk this earth. I have fear of that giant because I know that it is you, LORD.  The only one I fear.

I do not fear any human because they are just man and woman made from man.  They don't know my heart and soul dwell in the house of the Lord. In the name of Jesus, I shall not fear thy enemies that rise up. I shall not look upon the lies that are told, or the evil acts set upon me and my family. I know that you are watching and see all. Just as many do evil upon me saying it's in your name Lord without knowledge of all coming to me and sitting me down to talk to me without riddles. All pastors that forsake my name as they find it that easy to do so. Why couldn't they rise and bring me forth and sit me down and have a conversation with me to understand me instead of judging me that is your job Lord.  Why not leave me just as I leave them all to be judged in heaven by you Lord. I shall not run to the police about these acts but allow you to Judge and have your way with each and everyone that has risen against me in such a file way. With no real understanding but of the understanding of just man that could have judged me all wrong. None have ever come to me directly and had a word with me but all judge me, all have come against me. If I am wrong I can accept my wrongdoing and try hard to correct it but do they all think they are not wrong for these acts?? Do they not??? How can they correct the murders the brutal rapings, How do they correct the judging that all has done in your name?? How do they not see that they are wrong as well if I am so wrong. I can fix any wrong that I have done but can they?? I must pray.  They can't fix anything they have done nor take it back. They can only pray as I do for forgiveness.

BOOK OF EZEKIEL as I say no more in the name of Jesus!

ALL is getting a big kick out of watching our every move as we get hurt through it all. While you Bishop is having others play out the roles of the bible for something you are after, for your will like you are God or for what you have done. One day it will all come to light and you will, none of you will have no justification for your hash acts, for none of this makes no sense for the harshness but the teaching I needed. As it changed me. Perry, Harvey, and all that joined yall, I promise there will be a day God set just for all. There was not enough money in the world all needed that would make yall do this to people a whole family. Perry said wait till I find out who is doing this and now that I know. Knowing why is the worse part if that's the real reason. I continue to pray for all souls. I don't care anymore about the sounds of engines cars and bikes, let them roar loudly. across the city streets. As they echo off all walls for the sale to start. This is fun to all as all pockets get full. We suffer for now but our suffering will be nothing to the suffering all face. All will wear their shame. These are acts of pure greed. This is just the flesh but yall don't move my spirit, will not ever move my spirit, and won't ever move my spirit.  That is yall flesh but y'all spirits will surely roam and burn throughout hell, in the name of Jesus. All think they know God lol I must. All that watch with a silent tongue. You are no better. All have proved that none are nothing of Godly no matter how much you go to church. No matter what I did or said, who are yall, any of yall to be the judge?? One day all will think back on the awful crime all performed, all watched and engaged in but will be speechless before the LORD. I can not judge any and I shall not. All I can do is pray for all souls.  Have a great day! The devil's doors are open as he waits for all. THIS EARTH I TELL YOU NO LIE IS GONNA SHAKE< ROCK< AS MANY WILL BE DESTROYED AND THREW TO THE FIERY PITS OF HELL. ok, say I'm lying I can live with that too. Call me a lair when I know the truth. GOD is the TRUTH. NOTHING NO ONE DID WAS OF ANY TRUTH NOR OF GOD. THIS IS NOT MY LIFE AND DAYS WILL COME TO PEACE< AS  I AND FAMILY SHALL REJOICE IN GLAMOROUS  DAYS OF OD'S GLORY < MERCY AND GRACE. I have peace through it all now, as I receive blow by blow. from every night. 

AS ALL THINGS WILL COME TO AN END! You are the devil! You know who I speak of your words don't sound the same no more as you speak them, they sound of lies. Pure lines of scandal and full of evil by a corrupted mind. 

These people are two funny as they watch us leave, follow us around through the city, and blow the horn when we come in and they taking count while they flash their headlights on us. Stupid as hell I know every move y'all make. Now turn on your cameras to finish watching us. I see all and not one day goes by that I don't realize I and my kids have been touched.  Placing something in my mouth is still touching me. I didn't ask nor did I give permission for my mouth to such on nothing, I was drugged and forced while in my sleep. 

Lord, thank you for changing me, thank you, Lord, for encouraging me to write. Bishop, I can forgive you but I trying hard not to tell on you, although all see you too. 

 I gonna just watch you fall instead by your own hands. All will fall by the hands of thy self. I can't write anymore after the way we got attacked the way we did this morning. This is the early month of April. Footage many haven't seen but some footage that they cut out to some viewers. They can lie or say yeah right but the marks don't lie. My nails don't lie. my daughter was drugged and the mards on her, that kind of stuff doesn't lie. A lot of women don't want to face the reality that it's their men, their husbands doing this. I'm 100 sure the second floor enjoyed it as well, lies to his yeah right as he touched all my daughters. They raped my daughters this morning and how about the many handprints one has all over my legs and inner thighs big and small ones.  Book will be published soon and sent free around to every one of law in every state. YOOOOOO!!!!!! The reason why I smile!!!! 

The white house on down. I gonna get justice. yall can't stop this. The LORD said stop nnnooo, the Lord gonna make sure.  

Every church gets it across the world for free. ROAR ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm ROARING TOO> Sick of this and funny how yall think I'm supposed to just take it and stay silent. The world will know this story and more than the footage all show. they gonna read the missing footage. All are the sadist people the world has ever seen. Yes, this is a war and I'm glad I'm on the right team. Don't ever think I'm gonna stop fighting. yall started this war and GOD gonna finish it and I'm gonna help out by writing. This book and my story with my words are a part of this world forever.  Lord, I ask that you please grant me enough buyer to get me out of this bondage and far from thy enemies. forever.

This is not about H<O<P<E< and H<O<P<E< can't stand till the Lord cleans the world and casts all the demons out. What makes all think this is not wrong or sinful unto God?? Why do all think this is of good acts that please the LORD. NEWS FLASH!!!! This is wrong in every way, all that know about without watching is a sinner, all that watch is a sinner, all that's involved is a sinner. CALL ME A LAIR WHEN ALL KNOW I JUST SPOKE THE TRUTH. Why would you lay a new rug without cleaning first?

GOT TO GO < I NEED A NEW CHURCH that is really of GOD.

GOD  GONNA TURN IT AROUND FOR MY GOOD!!!

WHO CARES HOW LOUD Y'ALL GET, MAKE IT KNOWN> IM MAKE A MOVE> WE DO NOT ACCEPT ABUSE, AND WE ARE NOT FOR SALE.  I'm gonna show all better than I can tell all. HOW I"LL SAY LESS. OMG, it"s  no way out of this all think.

you are the devil I just didn't realize how hard it is to get us out. This is unbelievable but I'm fighting tho, where there is a will there shall always be away. I strongly believe that GOD makes ways out of no way. 

I must realize these people don't care or love themself so it comes easy for them to do this. They are living for this moment nothing more. They don't even love life. Sure they are rich until they get caught then they fear and try hard to find God but nothing but the devil awaits and they all know this. Why else would you take a chance on getting life in jail? 

The more I learn, I come to realize that it's not a man but a woman maybe a couple. The one that is trafficking my daughters is a woman.

backed up by a large group of men along with women who are prostitutes. I must do a lot of homework on this. How did the bishop know my friends and many people are dying??? You don't know?????? How did the lady in white know we were in the hotel??? But we had no room service I brought our food we used nothing they provided. how do they know about my health, all of them?? I been checked for all of that but had none of that but that's my cause of death as it is the story they give.  

I'm beginning to think this is someone's family business. I can't put my fingers on it, but the whole church got involved someone was hoping they turn me from the church and the church from me, so confused and I don't want to think that way but I'm just going over the facts. How did they know to speak on the fact of thinking I wanting to be with that man I saw traffick me. HOW?? I don't want to believe all facts that are before me. I know in my heart now! These traffickers are messing with my mind. 

I must stay focused and know my people, Bishop been in my life for over 20 years and I have never seen him do any wrong, why would he mess up all he has for this mess, but money like this will change anyone. I don't see that in any of them although you just never know. Bishop has been knowing a lot about me for years, and he never helped and gave all reason not to help, that I do know. I do know many stories were told and many things were asked of me knowing I was still being brutally raped and abused and my family but yet no help. I know the bishop spoke of the 16 men and two chains and shared how the front of our home looks and spoke on how I could only come not my kids knowing they were getting brutally raped in their sleep as well.  If you look back at the videos both stated. The one in white and bishop I didn't understand the bible and the one in white snapped not once but twice and named my family. BOW AND LILLY. The daughter said she didn't want any parts of the cookies as she spoke of food then said {you know I'm not really talking about food.} Pay attention to it all. Go back and listen to every video as you read these books. They both were telling on each other. Then the daughter asked am I gonna buy both of them meaning the bishop and the one in black a car.  Proof fell in the pudding that they don't like the taste of.  It got crazy when Bishop placed another H<O<P<E on his page taking my name but it wasn't how mines worked. This would explain why I was robbed out of any money and all money that would have given me a chance to start it up. 

I'm just looking at facts. Listen to it all and then judge in your own minds. These people have attacked me and everything that came from me. How did both know about it and why didn't they help us or give up the footage, or alert law enforcement. Maybe find a safe shelter to hold us, suggest new identity anything at all would have been great. Bishop spoke on how I was gonna walk past all 16 and he would be at the corner and said one man was beaten so bad that he couldn't even eat bread. so why wouldn't bishop come in with the full force of law instead of alone or 12 that no one seen.   I just wonder, and would love to know now that everyone knows why are we still here going through this???   Someone has to realize by now we need help out of this or are they all waiting for our death. Every place I tried to go has been blocked by someone so we can't get out. They have even broken my car. to keep me steal.  None of my family got none of the money given it we were robbed of it, both cases robbed of them. They are making sure I have nothing. I was told by the bishop's son from Baltimore that they would get me and take me but the men are still gonna find me but won't get me.  If I'm lying I'm flying and I have no wings.  moving on although I still wonder how do they know all of this and why are we still here. Wait and why would the one in white say before she blesses me she must make sure it's being passed down to the right one and make sure I had the fire that he had.  I don't care about what no one says something is wrong within the churches. 

     I was asked well demanded to do what I had no clue on how and that's how they are winning or have won.  New baby spoke on my a brother and a father I believe I know because it's my daddy.                           Have to keep my mind right!  I fight to stay strong but it gets hard at times. I would love to come face to face with who this is and know it. 100 sure. Lord I would have to beg for forgiveness, I don't know what I would do to keep in mind that acts of revenge are yours, LORD. They hurt my babies and my friends. They hurt me bad. to the soul, just to know all they did. Punk shut up, talking to the neighbor downstairs because you don't want to get caught. you sorry as hell. that means nothing, you mean nothing. I wish I know the exact house you are in because I would not stop calling the law and pointing you out. you talk trash as you hide behind closed doors. You attack babies and children. and women you're punk in my eyes I have no respect for you coward, see you in my sleep. lol all you gonna ever get is me laughing at you.  You downstairs. big bad willy. boy bye. repeat BOY!!!! you are nothing without your crew and you know it. just sorry for no reason. God got you! you sound stupid as hell shut up

if I call the police now your punk ass gonna hide. Please shut up cause she is too. stop fronting!!!

I'm so proud of myself, good books or bad books I'm writing books.  wait let me stop before you rape the baby again.

God, They don't understand how I know you are real but why have all come against me. Are they saying that the system is correct? are they saying that it won't have to change? Are we not supposed to know who we really are? Oh God speak to me. have they not stolen our history and changed it into their own? When we learn the truth of who we are them we and only then we shall be free. God with all and without I can't go back. I know the truth I need us all to come to the table at once, I want to speak to all God please line them up with me bring me to their faces and help me to allow them to understand. This is not who I am, this is not who we are only what they made us be.   Please come down Lord and bring all out of the chains that hold us still in captivity. God, I will change everything for you. Lord you know I can't do all by myself, I need you, Lord. God, I can't live that lie anymore please make all understand. Take the fear out of me and allow me to speak. I'm ready to speak LORD.  I'm scared of shaming you, LORD. They can kill me but I want the truth all must live on your truth. it's not for me it's for us all every home must grow. No more will we live in a lie we shall live by the truth. Thank you, Lord. Thank you, my almighty King. amen!!!! Brother and sister, I apologize for fighting with you. yall don't understand and I forgive you and teach my daughters how to forgive you too. amen. Y'all don't understand. YALL HAVE NO CLUE WHY YALL dislike me so much. God, I need my family in my life. 

Ok, last night all have made it clear that they follow me now on youtube. 

If I am wrong then slavery was correct. How do all not believe the truth when all we learned was lies. We have been living in this lie too long. Yes, they want all to kill one another but God says we must live. I'm kept only though GOD"S GRACE!!!! We are not dumb but we been dummied down to think so. We are kings and Queens that God has created now let's take our place, I can't live a lie to please others given them full control over us, in this lie. We ran our own country before we were uplifted. Made to live a way that was not a part of us and had nothing to do with us or our way of living.

We controlled our country and many parts of the world. Again I must say our men The true Kings, are the strongest men of the world but yet are made to think you are weak not only by our oppressors but by our own people as well. Slavery didn't start with others but with us. Yall are the greatest warriors of the world undefeated. Again our women are very spiritually strong Queens of the world. Mother of all mothers. We were made different for a reason, we stand out from all others, beautifully designed and created for a reason. No one wants us to know the real reason. We have incredible minds that are made to do what others can only imagine. We are spiritually bound not religiously bound, we work with and feed off of nature. Do you ever wonder why they wanted to wipe away all we know?? why we were not allowed to use anything that was created on the inside of us that came naturally to us? We still work but without knowledge. Have you ever wondered what works we could really do with just our minds, the reason they still go to Africa to find out how things are done? Yes, it's a very rich country but also a very spiritual country. Have you ever watched the movement of just a spirit? I was not being disrespectful when I said it's time to go home. I stating the facts that we already know what they can do in other countries but do we have any clue of what we can do, who we are, and how we work in our own country??  We are very amazing people, very fascinating people. Every kind of race of people has their own thing and sad to say we are losing ours. We are the lost nation all speaks of but don't as of yet realize it.   We have learned their way of life now it's time to go back and learn ours. I promise you will be so amazed at what you learn. How open your minds would be from the teachings. You have no clue how you can connect to and listen to the voices of your ancestors. I can't speak too much because I don't want to offend anyone. I will say we need to change our way of thinking for we are bound by this system and a way of life that we don't fit. It doesn't move us, it taught us that it is not equal for us. Instead, it weakens us, controls us, belittles us, abuses us,  and stripped us of our human rights. Taught us to think we are not able to run our own country, in fact, we are not able to control our own self without being supervised. Every time we sign a birth certificate we sign our children over to the state without knowledge.  All need to get full sole custody of their children. We signed our rights to them, in court in the welfare office in the 9 to 5 and I can go on. We gave them full control and we tell them without knowledge again we need to be supervised. We were made to be just a show for them and had to prove ourselves to them and now that we have done so by learning everything about them, operating their way, studying their way, working their way, raised up their way. We now know nothing of our way. You name one thing we know about us before we became a part of slavery.  Name something deeply spiritually about yourself.  I think it's time for all to know it's time for all to move aside, for us to get to know us. We have all we need to stand again. We need nothing more because all they ever gave us was their crumbs, and the thing they didn't want and couldn't use. Sure we worked their 9 to 5 but they wanted a part of that too.  We have been fooled to think their way is our way. NOOOO our way is the way of the new world order.  IT"S TIME WE STAND AT ONCE AND TOGETHER. 

 They tried to kill us in every way possible, taught us how to kill our babies before they were born. Put diseases upon us, in our water and food.  Aids was the worse one before they found a drug to allow all to live with it. Talk about corona but Aids almost wiped out a whole nation of people and no one minded until they started catching it.  Everything they tried back-fired! They showed us drinking, drugs, and guns to allow us to kill ourselves.  They have not only stole us but stolen everything and all knowledge about us. They tried hard to wipe away from us but not realizing when we mix with one they become us. Name one race that changes us to them, and I'll wait. You can't find one because there is none.

They take on our color we don't take on theirs. If all we know was changed and we know this as facts, why is it so hard to believe that The Lord's Chosen Children are us? What was the name of our slave ship?? Jesus!!! JESUS indeed was a prophet and Moses was a prophet too. Now, who was the last prophet??  SMH They want to know why Jesus hasn't saved us yet. The LORD  gave us the power to save ourselves by waking up and learning who we are, The truth will set us free. NOW you tell me a story. You can only be free once you learn the truth about yourself. You can no longer be a slave once you learn who you really are. These are pure facts.  A full nation of spiritual people in the world is held captive and once again without knowledge. We have no clue what we can do and how our minds work nor our true purpose.  I am nothing more than a messenger. Who are you?? I am going to hit yall with something else, we are from the stars. You know nothing about that. So no we are not fully human.  They told us we were 75% human for a reason. All can lol until you study it and then find it to be true. I studied that in 2008. It's a lot we have no clue of. They never understood our works and still don't as some hate us but they try to be like us. Do like us, and want all we have and learn all we know. We are the children of the earth. They want to replace us but can not. Kill us, can not, can not do anything with us because the Lord has his was with us, through us and said we must live. We keep mixing the race and the world will be us. 100 pure facts! No one sees that coming but a few that understand. 

When we vote it's for another part of slavery, it has nothing to with us and it darn sure won't help us.  As we voted again but when will we learn to vote for us?? what's wrong with us? We gonna have to stand one day how about today?? Vote us into a new system and our way that will stand equal for all. We are fair, We will learn how to be nothing but fair.   

I don't want to and we should not have to nor be made to go back to live another one of them lies that kept us held, bound, and chained submitting to the ways of others.  If we allow it, then we should just go back and put the chains back on ourselves. We should not want nor be made to wear them chains again rather we see them or not in another form of chains that I speak of.   WE NEED EACH OTHER and we are gonna come together as one rather we all like it or not. Starting with calling ourselves Kings and queens and realizing we are the LORD's chosen ones. Look up the word black as I did and read the true meaning of the word black. It means dead! Black live matters, sorry dead life doesn't matter in their book.  a color that is fake. White is purely full of life, now what are you?? witch are fake but have meaning.  How do all say God knows you when you don't. Listen to the bible and how it was not changed around but the meaning of a lot was changed. many parts the women were taken out, and the meaning of The truth will set you Free. Again once we learn who we are no more can they hold us. NO longer can we be a slave, no longer can we be owned by them, or anyone anymore. Look it up! We built this country but they control it and made it so we can never be real citizens here, look it up. IF you are of color you will never be a citizen in the united states. I don't care what they fooled you to think. They wrote it, and they meant it as it is still written and stands today. If you have a EUORPEIAN friend and they have yet to tell you who you are, you had no friend!! while we out killing each other as we were taught. They having private meetings on how to take over the world. Think I'm lying check it out, SMh on this one.  I got to make a joke but a true joke.  Go to a park in the summer and find all their kids outside playing but not one adult insight. They are all in one house and they not talking about how to uplift us, lol. But all no they lifting just them. In 2019 they had an online learning course on how to speak the African language, bet not many of y'all know anything about that?? I am almost sure not many did because when I went on there I found only the European people.  I must stop but all gonna hear soon enough. I'm far from done. This took place while Trump was in office They want Africa and all of the color out of Africa. I got to speak on one more thing, yall never heard so much nigger calling in your life until 2015 four years of it strongly represented. Notice how when trump got in the office all true colors out of most of the European people and how they really felt came out.  Trump said when he fully leaves everyone is gonna learn and know fully of themselves and everyone will stand on their own land because we are on our land. Look it up!!!! Some tried to hang a man and thought no one would say a word. All not against us and many want us to know but if we are not willing to learn, why the hell should they tell? Tell a secret that held us in captivity for so many years, although some still try to tell we don't HEAR THEM WORDS THAT COME OUT OF THEIR MOUTH as some try.  They put it in the cartoons, south park, and more Boondocks, family guy, and the movie the black knight Moores.  I have to talk about this. I am ready to talk on here right now. and post it. Cause all wonder why we are treated the way they treat us the way they do and act the way they do. It's no longer them it's us now because we are accepting it. By failure to listen and lack of knowledge. Here is another and I had to look it up, our brothers and sisters and the Chinese, the Spanish, Let me hush. but look it up and tell me a story. One more good question that I hope makes all say hummmm.   When we go to war who the hell are we fighting because all are in the service?? Really think about it, what race is not, we will all be fighting each other. I state it has to be another way. I don't know if the government, The bishop, or the ones from Africa is attacking me all because I talk too much or not enough. Maybe they all know who I am and I didn't take my place yet. I'm only the messenger! 

We must get ready to come together as one. stop killing each other. We don't know who we are to one another. remember we were sold away from our family. Note: That very man you hate can be your brother or a sister. That man you kill could have been family. AMEN!!  LORD knows I can't say all I want to say right here. 

Trump went into that office to get all that money and gave us pennies to hush up again. Cause we are being fooled again.  We don't even realize they shut this organization down and freed us. We have no clue we are free. This was nothing but an organization run by a strew man. We can't make our own organization ran by us?? The devil is a liar if you say we can't. I love us all, and the faster we all start to love us all and stop killing us, hating us, and hating on us, then start using every penny to building us, back up. we will be alright. before I stop One question who the hell is uncle sam??? I rest!!! That strew man! So when it's time for justice who will they be judging ?? No One! The LORD will judge now read the bible where it says go home and lock yourselves in so the unrighteous can be punished. Many don't understand why I say there, well we have so much to learn about us, so much building to do within us, so much work to do by us and we will be back but we will be free and of full knowledge a can't be anything else but equal. We down downsizing the bible and the Lord's words. All say now?  Oh, I hear the Lord, I'm saying it and don't care who don't like it, YALL NOT HEARING NOTHING BUT WHAT YOU THINK YOU HEAR. I don't apologize if I offended anyone with that one and you can try to kill me over it but the truth will still remain.  I need a break!

I have created H>O>P>E> Helping Our People Emerge. OUR BLUEPRINT! I'm not trying to start a war but just put us on the map again and knowing who we really are. We don't need a dime from the government, no grants, once we take that they get a cut it and will have a say of a direction in it. H>O>P>E> is designed that if used properly in ten years or less we standing on our own, in 20 years we will need no one but us. The Government will only be able to do two or three things. 1: ask to join us, 2: stand with us as one 3: get away from us. But surely all must come down out of the high places of authority.  

We will be running our own countries again.  America belongs to us, Africa belongs to us it's all one just split apart. LOOK it up!!! The smartest thing I ever heard one man say. How did Columbus find what was never lost, or discover what was already owned? 

 I pray all understand now that this is our land that we can all share. Who we are and what we are and why they are trying to destroy us.  I love us and I understood there is another way.  I love us and I want us all to love us and promise we shall be fooled no more. Music is us but taught to all of us as it runs through us. Time for us all to learn who we are and connected to us, it's a sound in every one of our back rounds that we have heard all of our life and often we ignore the sound but if you listen you can hear it and feel it running through you. The sound of who you are and the tribes you are from. So many lost tribes who are you. we have to learn all over, all of us. All you thought you known smh we don't know nothing and God is gonna show you. I can't speak on that yet until we realize the truth about most things. This can be done with No war. All we have to do is learn and apply H>O>P>E> and learn another language. 

 Do you know most African"s  hate us or don't like us and why we don't like them or some hate them because we don't understand one another? We over here as the lost people with no respect for money and our people over here, spoiled, selfish, and with no respect. There are parts messed up in Africa. We are spoiled, selfish, and careless. We care for no but ourselves. We killing ourselves hurting each other instead of building each other up. listen to this I'm gonna prove it. how many stop to shop in the African market to support your own people. but you go to the poppy store the Chinese store and all may have the same thing you looking for. No support. Make your own store and sell the same items bet all still go to the other the store and find fault in your store but yall have the same items. We rather go buy the clothes from others but won't make anything and if we do who's gonna support you and buy them. SAD right?  To see how we treat each other. Half don't respect our elders and the ones that do how often do you just sit to listen to their story. Men don't respect the women that gave birth, A woman created you. We don't take care of our kids most don't. We have lost our way. Why leave what we can start today for our kids and grandkids to do tomorrow. They cook for the family, the whole entire family, we cook for us or our household. They pass all clothes down through the generation, we through things in the trash that another could use. Could sow back or fix if messed up. Your trash is another man's riches, well how about that? We to lazy, spoiled, and comfortable.  We take the money and buy drugs, drinks, food, and so on when we have food in the house but won't give it away to the next person who really needs it. God forbid if one day we all just start helping each other without one having to ask. 

 I'm gonna speak on a lot that's gonna piss all off but it's true when you sit back and think. We have to change. When a person robbing you the first thing we do is try to beat the hell out of them but think most go out like that because they broke and instead of us beating and being quick to anger how about sharing what's in your pocket or inviting them to a meal giving them a job just helping them and showing them another way. 

 I got something to show all that will change us. I promise every penny gonna build us non-stop. All have talent, we were born with them, well get ready to use them like never before. I'm a female of as many talents as many of us are, we gonna use every last one no man left behind. Men you are gonna take your place as we women stand down outta their way. support them, lift them up in spirit and just love them if they have nothing, and build together to produce something.  Some women that may read this will be looking crazy and saying what the hell she talking about. That's that selfish woman. 

 I love my Moorish men of color. We as women have no clue of what a man goes through and hide as he still tries to smile and do to maintain. We, women, have no clue what real abuse is until we walk in the men's shoes. Men are broken and no man can say he is not, in many ways. But we all need to understand what needs to happen for y'all. I love my sisters that have been broken as well and forced to play the role of the man. Now left with too much hate in her heart and for another sister.  You won't tell her you like her shoes or her outfit before you search for something wrong with her. Y'all go out knowing one looking crazy but don't say a word just let her go instead of helping her as y'all all represent each other, yall lie and say oh girl you look fine. She could have something on her clothes and you won't say a word but want one to do it for you. 

 We represent the world, when you hate on your sister, you hate on yourself. It takes a village to raise the kids but we don't want to be bothered. Every woman is not meant to be a mom but they had kids and we talk about them before we help them.  I have a child that has a child and I'm thankful for her having that child. She scared of raising children and they work her nerve so I take the child, because I see that without her saying anything. I'm no perfect mom but I try to do my best and I love all children so I don't mind. It doesn't have to be my daughter's kids, I helped and kept many of my friend's kids and kids where the mom wasn't my friends but I still helped and kept the kids. We became friends later. We use the word Bitch so much disrespecting ourselves until I made it sound beautiful. Beautiful Intelligent Tasty Chocolate Honey and I used that for my name for years till it didn't bother me to hear the word no more if I was ever called it. It's a beautiful word to me now.  Women we need to lift our sisters up as well. 

When it comes to family you know why all is making it all but us and why I speak saying selfish. We so use to me, me, me and IIII or mine, like a daffy duck all mine. We forgot how to fully share and the real meaning of family sticking together.  One big house is all a family needs. All you really need to do is eat and sleep in it, and together in it build it up as yall build each other up in it. Now you are building a strong foundation of generations of family. All working together but now all as one and now all is one. 

 Remember when you lived at home with your siblings all got mad at each other but you worked it out. You were too young to move out so why can't you do that now?? Does anyone realize how much all would save and how rich all would become? I don't care how rich you are put all together and buy a large home. Put grandparents on down in it. better on bills. All only have to pay 100 or less apiece. pennies for bills! All may be looking crazy saying naw I want to live alone when you're not supposed to. It's just how you were taught to split our families apart but we don't realize that but yet look around you at most families of other races and learn as you watch to see how they are doing it.  Now is where I say and hope all understand that this is where and how I say we are spoiled and too comfortable along with selfishness. Another part is, we so use to flicking that light switch or turning on that water even me and using gas stoves or electric stoves and paying for the usage. I have a solution for many things. All our builders must build. The ones that deal in electricity let see what you know. My brothers live in a home with Electric, gas, and water and don't use one of the companies yet have everything we have but it's free. and called natural resources. Imagine living all together in a large home that y'all own and with no bills. Crazy right but possible.  Facts are very possible. This is what we are not supposed to know because it will shut everything down as we will no longer need the services. Not the electric company, the gas company nor the water company. Break your yard down if it's cement to grass and grow your food, buy livestock animals or go fishing. You are now using the natural resources of the land. 

When I say we have everything and everybody we need to perform and run our own countries we do. And form our own army, our own police force, hospitals, banks, and so on. Then we can all operate as one.  A nation under God doing something they say we can't do.  We began teaching the world. Now every race is one holding down their own. We are the only ones off the map. Out of three elements of the world, we are the lost nation. Two are operating but one is not. Elements of the world, the people of the cold, the people of the sand, and the people of the sun. SMH yall have no clue but some do. Again Look it up and learn it. I have to hush on that. Just say we are the people of the sun and I will stop there. Our meanings of so much are very twisted but yet we believe it and have no room to intake the truth and what's real. 

 Like we all love to hear lies but when it comes to the truth it's wrong and the ones telling it are now crazy. I can say the same about yall for believing all the fakeness and lies you have been pulled down with, chained, and bound with so that we have become a lost nation. 

 We have been fooled, tricked, and dummied down. The biggest trick in the history of mankind has played on us for thousands of years. Sorry to be the one that's gonna inform ya. A lot you are not gonna like. Don't get mad at me though I didn't do it, I am gonna talk about it though and show all how it's possible to live on natural resources. It's not enough around me to protect me when the rounds come. When I speak all gonna hear. I have to shut up now. I love all and may peace be with you all. I am only a messenger as all are something but don't realize who you are.  I had to learn. 

I have something very important to say that many may not like me for and may even hate me for it but it's the truth. 

If I'm a messenger and you have judges, lawyers, and so on. If all have a belief in a different religion but all are trying to get to the Lord no matter what. The Lord promised us he will not destroy the world again and the Lord won't. Truth: once we learn who we are, judgment will take place here on earth. I won't speak because not many are ready for what I need to say. It is written that Satan will come in and through anyone so will another Prophet. Santan is here but who is the Prophet?  A change is about to take place, as we are going to come back to our original self. We are so close to time and refuse to see it. Refuse to believe it and know it. Rather we want to believe it or not, see it or not it's gonna happen. All are reading my words and judging when you should judge not as we were taught in the bible. 

 I sit here trying to figure out a good way to say this but it's no other way but how I received it. These words and this book are not written for nothing, everything has a reason and a purpose. I tell you no lie and all are witnesses to this as all watch. Since when all watch one person and no one sees nothing wrong with it. All things are done for a reason and all things have purpose again I must say.  I speak of all these things because all is gonna happen and we will live off the land again. when we have no more need for the utility services all will shut down. I need to go to church and then pray. 

I wrote it down! Thought I would shut up, well nope. Yall do what yall must and I will say what I must. finish then shut it down.

Most are nothing but evil spirits, not the devil. READ who the devil really is. This is my book, lets not forget that rather you like my words or not. It's freedom of speech here in this country. 

I'm gonna say what I feel, and what is right. I shall not hide or stop writing on no account. ROAR BABY ROAR, I'm not going anywhere, I'm here and for a reason not the season. You don't have to read this and I'm gonna read it again in case you took things out. that's God's way of taking it out to make it right, nothing more and nothing less. A talent was given to all.

If talent was not used it shall be taken back and you will return with a lesser amount of talent. All will return to earth from a spirit form. back to earth in the flesh, because your work was not completed but with no knowledge of there before. You lol but you have seen babies come and knowing more than what they should and some knowing nothing at all as some show signs of being here before. stop playing and listen. Judgment will take place here on earth now correct me if you think I am wrong.  I must repeat this. If Jesus was told to be the first prophet and Moose the second so who are we supposed to follow?? Why do you believe anything you were taught here when you know everything that was taught was based on all lies. Again the Lord is angry because Lord's own people have forsaken the Lord. Our land will never be healed nor restored until we do what's right. Repent, build an altar, bow down before the Lord, pray and ask for the Lord to forgive us all. Then and only then shall the Lord restore and heal our land. Stop putting the bible in your own way and read it as if he is talking to us. You were stolen so how do you lol when you know nothing about yourself past being a black man or woman. You can't tell me anything because you still call yourself black. You are indeed a dark complexion but you are not the color black. You are not dead but white full of life, and alive as you are. continue to rape, tie us up and beat us, kill us if you may. we will and we will go to the spirit form but later to return in the flash.  You rejoice at one death for they are now made free and sorrow for the birth for life into hell on earth. We are made different with our DARK complexion. Different for a reason beautifully created by the Lord. We are not here just to be but for a reason. I'm gonna say some things that are gonna anger yall so stop reading now if you must and don't ever buy a book. I better not catch with one. Wrong to say, I do apologize but do stop reading if you can't handle what I say.  We were never supposed to mix race but it was done for the likings of their own color. Look it up it's written. It's also written to be kind to the European people on your uprising but beware of some of your own kind. I was told that there was no man named Jesus that walked the earth but as I studied and seen that it is. I understand where they get off saying that because the name was translated into English so yes Jesus is very real.  

We gonna make sense of some things here. Get ready to snap and close the book, because you not gonna tell me anything and make me believe it. You must go back to think about the time frame and how they all thought back then and no proof to say it happen, no eyewitnesses nothing but what we were taught here. I strongly believe much was changed and if I'm wrong prove it to me, I will gladly listen, hands down but you better make sense. Now that stated Jesus has risen from the tumb, I know 100 that his spirit has risen but don't tell me a body just rose up. Keep it real what happened to the body. The harsh things they did to Jesus you not gonna tell me they didn't burn his body and threw the ashes upon the earth.  

They burned, beat, and did us the same almost and killing us off. make sense of things.  I'm not joking it's nothing to play with I'm being real about it. Jesus was stated to be a prophet of the LORD as Moose was too.  As they prophesize, all need to be careful what you say to one, what you do to one and how you treat one. The way you treat, speak, and do another is like doing it to the Lord. Another prophet will walk the earth in the flesh and you “DON'T KNOW" who he or she is.  

What you need to understand we are THE LOST NATION and a large group of Africans are here on a mission and are having the American women raped and using the American men to do the job as they said long ago said they would do but for a reason. Because we are a lost nation and don't know who we are, the land that is rightfully ours as they too have some rights to it. If we too stupid to wake up and claim our own land then they will do so.  We have been so stigmatized and refused to come into our natural self knowing who we are, why should they share. Look how we talk to them and treat them. We have are now dumbfounded, caught up in a system being fooled and denied our rights. We are being subjected to bull and the lies of our oppressors. Now tell me to stop and try to say I'm lying. Only a fool would! They gonna travel the world to take back everything that was stolen from Africa, change many diamonds, overtake all the American money then go home and live rich as the kings and queens they are. why do you think many around the world are giving up things now after all these years of keeping stolen goods that are parts of our history.  ROAR IT OUT, I'M SPEAKING OUT. As some remain here on this land, the land that we to dumb to realize it's ours. This land shall be returned to the rightful owners that are us but we must understand that. 

.Everything is gonna shut down any that was built under that organization. Think it's a game when it's not. The internet may go because it is hacked but it was also for a new world order of another form of slavery that has begun. The Africans are standing and we better stand with or we all will be without and slaves. 

Our people shall awaken and rise up for judgment day is near. We will judge here on earth now think it's a lie. We are on our own land and we suffer because of our disbelief. I don't care how much money you think you have, you are still looked upon as nothing and at any given moment you can be shut down and killed. Just look back at some people who made it big not saying no names but you should know who they are that did too much. Where are they back in spirit form?  By the will of the Lord because if the LORD is not ready for you, you shall not come.  The Lord made four rules of the LAND and the rest was man-made to keep you held bound and fooled, meant to control you and the land with no real justice for us.  We can't throw too much blame anymore because for many years they learned they ruled the land and most are learning they did not and this land does not belong to them. Although they had to know don't mean they all agreed that's why some found their own way to try to tell us. It was us again I will say who didn't listen but believed all the lies. 

 I say again if we didn't know and refused to learn why the hell should they go against the grain and be killed to tell us. It's way deeper than this but this is the nice version of the part story.  We may have to go back to an old fashion state before we move forward. building our own electric system, our own stove, and using water that is provided that is not contaminated.  

The water is fresh and clean we just have to use it. Jobs can be started and passed around it's a system but not a regular system. A system that will build us fast and strongly with a hard foundation. It shall be no more me mines and all about I. Learn to say “OURS”. Learn to say you stand for the whole family as one and mean it. Then learn how to all not just family on this one but all build together. Having a system, a government equal for all. It can be enough jobs for everyone to be taught to use around the world. Hunger around the world will end, homelessness will end.  

The world soon will come as one.  

 If all stop taking from me I can start it off but watch me start with tiny chips of what's provided. Instead of many lol you need to pay attention and start by helping put it together. Something we can be proud of that we started right here in Philadelphia.  I know you don't see what I see but it's ok. This is not about a black or white thing in all aspects, oh but yes when it comes to returning our land, the control issues, all the lies, and the refusal of our equal rights. Plus the teaching of our correct history.  

We don't need to have any war to complete what needs to be rightfully done. We shall have no war if we realize. This man, omg! You have to go for being silly and wanting to stay stupid and fooled. So WE SHOULD Just continue to listen to what we were taught?? Hell No!!!!! I may not be correct on everything but a lot yes I am correct. If you not stating who you really are it's nothing you can tell me or say to me. The bible was written for us to use and spread the word through the nations, the truth, and nothing of what lies we were taught here. Everything is based on lies and we know them to be lies but we defend them. We live them and I can't even say you don't know any better because you do. You just chose to live your life complaining about the system and how it's treating you on your own damn land but will do nothing about it. Get outta here with that!!! I may not be saying it all correctly once again but I'm saying something more than what any of you are doing. The African's are over here after the land and holding the secrets of who we are, the European's are controlling the land and keeping the secrets of who we are, and our brothers and sisters that we don't realize are related to us are willing to stand and fight with us when we realize who we are but look, we just chilling. not knowing, not Paying attention or doing nothing but yelling at a system who don't give a darn about what you say. But yet, you call me crazy and stupid. I'll take that because even in a book I saying more about our life than you. I'm saying more about who we are than you, and while I'm fighting about our life, and who we are, and can be killed for this. What the hell are you doing besides helping kill me. Taking another sister out as you were taught to do based on lies and their control. I will never stop learning and speaking every new thing  I learned about us until we come to understand ourselves. Rather my words are wrong or right, I'm trying and instead of picking and doing what all want you to do how about joining me to make sure I get it correct. To make sure we rise, to make sure all have a full understanding, to make sure all come into our right state of mind and the correct status of who we are here on earth. All together is better than one standing alone. Although I know I'm not alone just around here of many that may or may not, have no understanding. All not against me as many are not for me. I still stand and will still speak.  

   Yes, I forgive you knowing you gonna rape my children and me tonight. 

Yes, I forgive you for it's the work of the Lord that you gonna rape my children again tonight

Yes, I forgive you for raping my children and me last night

Yes I forgive you for raping my children all the other nights 

Yes, I forgive you for raping all my darn grandkids and viewing all of this live across the web but some footage left out I assume.  

Yes, again I forgive you from the heart for using the Lord Jesus to do so.  I am alive, I guess I can't complain because this is exactly what they did to the slaves. 

Yes, I forgive you for every time you sold us.

I'm now confused because, Listen, Listen I got jokes !!! I'm allowed to have a joke with this. I don't know if this is the bible being played out or slavery. HEEEEYYYY maybe both!! I'm glad I can still smile at knowing what's not funny!!  I have to SMH and just smile cause ain't a damn thing funny. 

This is not the LORD, This is sick and I REBUKE ALL IN THE NAME OF JESUS FOR USING THE LORD FOR THE RAPES THAT HAS TAKEN PLACE. I can understand the viewing to some agree but at the end of the day, someone is covering they behind knowing they did a lot. They stole a lot and all the money in the world can't take this pain away, it will never clear my head or heal us all. The LORD HIMSELF is the healer, not your darn money SMH oh I would speak the truth. BUT I don't have to repeat it when yall know what yall did and how all is now covering it up.  Yall want to try to make me crack or look crazy, Babies all look in the mirror you are already there and I won't join ya. The mirror of HELL. Yes GOD is keeping me strong, Yes he keeping my head on straight and removing everything out of me because the day will come to tell this story and you can't say oh she high. I don't smoke weed, never used crack or any other type of drugs. I don't drink and was never much of a drinker.  I threw my new ports in the trash last night AMEN. NOW CHURCH SAY AMEN!!!! WRONG!!! I picked the new ports back up I will not lie. I WAS WRONG AS HEL!  

THE LORD IS STILL GONNA ROCK THIS EARTH, AND SHAKE IT as you Lord deliver each one from their evil way. LORD, I ask that you show mercy upon all for they know not what they do.  But yall want me to preach. let's think, Do you really???  

The crazy part is you gonna give me what's mine for what I own, many missed that.  PLEASE GOD I CAN"T SEE THE CHURCH SAYING AMEN!!!!! ALL are tripping until the LORD come down. I'm gonna stop cause nobody really knows the hype of this here scandal. I'm so glad the ONES are on my side! And I'm still gonna preach to the people because we are the lost nation because we need to fall in place because all elements need to line up. and because we need the truth to stand. I have been through a lot, my family is going through a lot But if God keeps waking me up who am I to stand down. I stand up and stand forth with the LORD knowing tomorrow on earth or in heaven the sun is gonna shine again. 

This is some real sad mess. some painful mess, deadly mess, a mess that would make one go crazy, scary mess, a mess that you would not even imagine to be real. I live through because our people as slaves went through more, Jesus went through more and they took it, they ate it and made it through it. So who am I??? While all saying why I say why not me. As the world views me worldwide, My family and my baby girl from the heart are eaten this, yes, taken every lick hands down, dragged through the mud and back but we get up to stand again. 

LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHRIST ALMIGHTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN THE HOLY NAME OF JESUS. MAN OUR WHOLE DARN LIFE IS BASED ON A LIE!!! YALL DON"T EVEN CARE, BEEN living in a lie so long till yall think the truth is the lie.  KIL:L ME NOW CAUSE I CAN"T NO LONGER LIVE THIS LIE WITH ALL> I DON"T APOLOGIZE !!!!! I JUST WON"T EVER AGAIN LIVE THIS DARN LIE> JOSHUA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE HOLY SON OF GOD COME DOWN AND TOUCH YOUR PEOPLE> IF I DIE I KNOW I DIED WITH TRUTH COMING OUT MY MOUTH> I DON"T CARE WHAT NO ONE THINK OF ME> AND ALLOW ME TO TELL TRUTH ON ANOTHER STORY> ALL THAT SAY THEY PREACHERS THEY ALL KNOW TRUTH  JUST AS WELL AS I DO> IF YOU GONNA CHARGE TO PREACH AT LEAST PREACH TRUTH!! COMING RIGHT AT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT"S NOT A HOUSE OF WORSHIP NO MORE, IT SEEMS LIKE THE NEW BUSINESS JUST WAIT < OH YOU JUST WAIT> THE LORD CLEARED HIS CHURCH BEFORE AND BE GOD ALMIGHTY HE GONNA DO IT AGAIN.  

 NOT GONNA SAY NO NAMES BUT ONE CHURCH HAD THE NERVE TO HAVE BEER IN THE ICEBOX> 

I don't care how yall or anyone view me, I changed but how about all that is watching knowing what's really going on, not the ones that are saved and just really don't know but you know who you are, and soon the world gonna know who you are and I won't have to say a WORD. I serve a mighty wonderful powerful GOD. So all wonder why I stand, and how I can smile and rejoice through it all because I know The Lord coming to lay hands and I don't have to deal with that raft of hell he has for yall.  BETTER GET RIGHT AND DO RIGHT> HE GAVE A FORGIVEN SOUL FOR THIS SIN. OH, but  I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT YALL ON THE LOW BUT AT THE END OF EVERY DAY, AND THE BEGINNING OF EVERY MORNING I AM AND HAVE ALREADY FORGAVE ALL FOR THE WICKEDNESS. FOR THE DISBELIEF, ALL THE LIES, ALL THE ATTACKS PLACED UPON MY FAMILY AND ME. LORD KNOWS I FORGAVE AND KEEP FORGIVING AND YALL DON"T EVEN GET IT CAUSE YALL STILL ORDER IT AND ALL STILL DO IT. I rest!!!!! Cause I promise you I'm not gonna drop the mic.  NOOOO LORD < THE LORD GOT HIS HANDS GLUED ON IT WITH ME TO MAKE SURE I DON"T DROP IT. AMEN. LORD IN THEIR SPIRITS I CAN HEAR ALL SPIRITS THAT SAY AMEN!  I'm gonna publish these books cause many would be in trouble and I already said I forgive you. I'm gonna sit back and watch the LORD at work. For the Lord is good. How yall gonna tell me to get my life in order and let yours fall out of order SMH!!! THINK ABOUT IT I DON"T EVEN CUSS LIKE BEFORE A WORD MAY SLIP OUT ONCE IN A WHILE NOT SO OFTEN, BUT Y'ALL ALL NEED SOME GET RIGHT JUICE<  I'M DONE!!! 

I GOT ONE FOR ALL { REPENT< REPENT< REPENT} BEFORE THE LORD.  I forgive you because I know you know not what you do. sure that money looks great and I'll say less because I don't know what the LORD has in store for you.  All I know is acts of revenge are the Lord's REPENT AND FORGIVE YOUR SELF AND PRAY THE LORD DON"T FORSAKE YOU AND SHOW MERCY AND FORGIVE YOU TOO. GLORY TO GOD> I"M OUT!  ALL must pray!!! WHERE EVER YOU ARE STOP AND GIVE A FIVE MIN> PRAYER FOR THE LORD  amen!  So What's next I'm doing this for money… nope wrong again next lie. look on my Facebook page Alice west, I been preaching this from 2016 on up. sorry, come again. I'm tired of proving myself and hear all the lies. yes, I get mad too. I'm human. nut at the end of the day, bet GOD's will be done. stop worrying about me and save yourself. I don't care about no loud talking. when I make it you darn right I gonna give my baby the world after what yall did to her. I am sorry she had to go through such a thing she deserves the world. , I don't care how no one feels about it. she didn't deserve it. all are wrong for attacking her, but yall do anyway and gonna continue anyway until I fine safe heaven for her. . I'm still gonna do as I'm supposed to no matter.  AT this point all that see this who cares what yall say, yall are the biggest sinners and all are going to hell. try to make me look cause you now look a mess in the eyes of the LORD. who cares about all the glitter and glimmer you got now. who cares what's in your pocket all I know are acts of revenge are the Lord's and I pray you to get right before you go to hell. Call me all but the child of God and I can take that too. but what are you doing???  

All think I'm not supposed to want to change my life but yall selling me and my children and grandkids to change yall. At least I'm gonna be doing the Lord's work as I'm told rather all believe or not but yall working for whom???  H>O>P>E> is gonna stand and I'm gonna preach so who cares what you think. One thing for sure I'm not gonna join y'all in sin or be nothing like. I don't apologize for anything I say. I do not want to live in lies anymore, I don't care what yall say about me, do to me y'all are who y'all are. I can't change that. I can only move forward and pray for all.  My whole family is catching it. From here on out it's nothing, not one thing y'all can ever say about me, the saddest part is all is watching it happen. Lord give me the strength to look past them and carry on. That's what's wrong with us now. Instead of hating and going against me, how about you put the mic's down and try to join me. No one has the heart. But got the heart to stand against me knowing I speak the truth. If this move doesn't happen, guess what will happen. YOU won't be in your place, you will still be called what no matter how you see yourself. How they say it a monkey driving a fancy car. I'm just not nobody's monkey, I'm human. They really said that. Go back do some homework on how they had the boy in a cage on display for a showcase of entertainment. Look it up!!! We have never seen to worthy of anything it seem like by allowing others to tell it.

What is in Africa that they were really after? Silver, gold copper and so much more the flowers the plants. medicine. what doctor have you seen with a cast? comfrey leaves are what they used that can heal bones the ligament and restore bone marrow. Look it up and that's just one.   All lol and joke thinking it's funny or something wrong with me but those who know more not saying nothing, 

 Just living the world's greatest lie. All picking out fault in me well that's normal for us, that's what all is used to. I'm better than that. All talking trash but yall still beautiful. Nothing yall say will ever change that. We are powerful and strong incredible people amazing people of the world. Who cares how you see yourself or see me.  

I don't care about that! That's yall problem, not mine. I look past my enemies and I can see the rest of the world of beautiful colored people who stood first.  Real talk when we stop hating on one another and downing one another and trying to destroy one another, we might get somewhere. Instead of knowing one might need help with the wording, the spelling, and more we joke, just help bring it all together but we can't so afraid of what the next gonna say about you now. Tune out this my book. I have to vent. I don't see me doing anything but burning these thoughts, when something hurts you bad enough you talk about it and vent and let it go. No matter what's been said.

I no longer struggle with the name of the Lord. In Hebrew, I don't want to mess that up so I will say all are right but I'm not totally wrong the names are the same in different languages. I just want the truth because Dr. John Hendrick Clarke tells another story. Check it out. That's all I ask. That man based his life on trying to find us and our history. Some no one else has ever done. I looked up all he spoke about. And didn't just take his word on everything, some things I found to be off but that man never miss lead. I continue to study! All I do know that's real facts is that we were lied to stolen and changed to the likens of who they wanted us to be. Everything was changed about us. unless you ready to do the research

please just hush. listen but then do your own homework as well. you will uncover a lot. All I did was design a new government. a new system equal for all. this is what you have no clue of, it was our blueprint and still is. it has nothing to do with a hate of race but for us to stand to own our own. If something is there and it's missing you will be the first house I go to. pressing charges. yall need money that damn bad. thirsty and starved I‘m not doing anything for up here I promise you that. MY song_ {the devil thought he had my, password but I fooled him. because I know he watching, But I know someone greater, said no because they have seen him. ha ha ha ha ha ha ha,} go try somebody else. We all know now that you are thirstyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ya!!!!! CTHU BY BOYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you mad as hell, over my stuff man STOP! Real talk that's our problem now, look what we do to one another. But why you trying to rob me then??? I got nothing right go to hell. you still gonna be mad cause you got caught, you cussing and talking smack, you calling names and all but for what ??? now you want to fight bring your dumb ass over here, I promise you will spend many nights behind bars. you trying to rob me. sucker ball. sat it down and relax….  I don't care you thought you had my password and you are hot as fish grease!!!! and busted!!!!! MORE< MORE FINE THANK YOU!!!! I'M SO DONE < LMBO OK AND OH WELL THAT THE ONLY WAY> OR BEAT MY BABY UP. BUT IF SHE OR I GET TOUCHed WE BOTH KNOW NOW WHERE IT"S COMING FROM> MAKING A REPORT TONIGHT. I let the enemies in and the devil got me to do what I gave up. I have to try again but try much harder foolish me!!! pitty the fool.

 A darn shame!!! I must remove myself from around this first. And remember the rule, turn my back to the devil and he shall flee. this is what they want for me to fail. I don't care who it is now because it's gonna fall on y'all.

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