Part 2 Lay It On The Hands OF Joshua Our Savior

 

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I Lay It On The Hands: Chapter 1                   

 I never refused help!!! THEY ARE TRYING TO KILL ME FOR SILENCE!!!

A man named meatball from 9th n huntingdon street phils.pa 19123 or 22 was the first man who begin to trafficking me and my kids., Van Kennedy. Laya and her husband are traffickers that's who started trafficking me in 2016 on going for some time. they change up and all live around us never know who it may be woman or a man. was next.As each day goes by I don't see men the same and I don't trust women. I published the first book and now a white van sits outside right in front of the door. I have no time so I must keep writing  I don't know who they want but I believe it's Erika.  A man sits in the car the same as at Kareena waiting while a sale goes on. to show where the location is I have the picture of the car as they do it now. my daughter Laverne just got out of the hospital from getting hurt by them, If I'm lying the devil tells the truth.  sale has ended and lights just went out.  Feb 25, 2021   time 11:59   they had a woman doing it and I have her picture as well. 

A 16-year-old child. I am sick with discuss and I really just can't believe what's happening. It is 5:50 am. I sit and watch movies all night, my sleep habits are broken. I now just sleep when I can, taking an hour here and maybe two there. I worry about all my kids and pray for their safety. I call my daughter's in the middle of the night just to hear their voice. I can tell if something is wrong by talking to them.  I had to doze off I guess but was awaken by a tap at the window like someone through something at the window.  I turned to look and my coat stood in the way folded up nice and neatly laid over my head of my bed. I never put my coat there.  I would have no reason and can't tell you how it got there. Erika was asleep and still sleep when I woke up. Now I would be going to bed around this time but I don't think so today. 15 to 29 cars back to back just pulled around and a white car sitting in the rear side of the school with lights on.  

I'm about to make breakfast but I keep watching all the cars are still coming. I'm ready to be up for the day. My head hurts anyway and my jaw from yesterday. Which reminds me, to the readers I do by all means apologize for the mouth in that first book. I was just so angry when I woke up knowing I had been touched. I felt a man on me and grabbed him but couldn't wake out of my sleep to see his face. In the sleep, I just kept saying you are busted now, I got you. When I woke up I realized he to me and I caught no one. My hair was wrecked and sore from being snatched around and almost out. I have scratch marks on my scalp just as Erika does. My arms hurt badly as if they were trying to break them. How the hell do they want us? We not even washing hardly. we taking birdbaths, nothing more, nothing less. I'm ready to play picking Tom in my daughter's window because I think I hear men in her place.  

I'm going to buy cameras for her place today.  All have them but her. It's sad we have to live this way. You don't have a clue how bad I want a hot bath or shower,  no clue.  I can't,  not while these people waiting on me to sleep. Lord !!!! I pray and I thank you for the strength to keep going with hardly any sleep.

I have been waking up the last three days with my hands hurting, the nails look so dark like a burgundy color and I don't have polish on. It feels like I was scratching to get out of something or dragged with my hands tied up, it was dirt or something under my nails. My light pink hoodie was black on the back and around the hood.  My hair was snatched clean from my head in the front like I wouldn't notice it. My nails look so bad I had to cut my nails off.  The house is locked down so how the hell is they getting in. I reported to the FBI and the justice center last night. I began getting threats about killing me, then killing us all. I woke up yesterday laying on my back and I don't sleep on my back. I was very short of breath and my chest was hurting around my heart. The crazy thing is at 5 am I was making reports and I heard a car door close outside but you will never believe who I saw in the car but he forgot to turn the light off in the car, it was Mr.William. I was shocked and he had to be too when he looked up at my window and saw me looking back at him. He turned the lights out but too late I still saw him. It's time for him to go to jail NOW. He made my life a living damn hell. I was trying to get a picture and go catch him all at the same damn time but I couldn't do both so I just got the picture but now I was late as he was turning the lights out but I still got the picture of the car. That explains all the Africans on 52nd and market street. My phone was hacked and I was trying to buy a new phone but I was smothered by African men coming from everywhere. They got so thick I just decided to leave so I went to the train but was still followed. One was on the phone and took a picture of me then asked if I brought the phone or not. They came so thick until I ran to the Septa man at the booth and he saw the same and how they walked by looking at me in the booth with very mean looks so he called the police, he also had known they were following me. He picked out two of them.

2/18/2021: around 8:am 

Today two males came and gave a card for a realtor and he said he was an appraiser. One took pictures of the room where Erika was and she was in the picture. He doesn't know I saw that like they don't know they were on camera soon as they walked in my door. After they left I went to the mirror as I do each day I wake up to see my new marks. I have prints on my face again and a line on the side of my lips where they put something in my mouth to drug me. 

Erika's hair just looks pulled and her face swelled. but I don't see any more marks other than that. She now sets mad when I look as if to say you already know what happens so just stop looking.

don't have to see any more marks I know what they do to her. I was on the chat all morning till 7 am with the rape center and soon as we stopped talking I fell asleep and again we both got raped while my daughter downstairs was being raped. all my daughter is being raped. 

I had to take a break, this is so overwhelming. every night since we been in this place we have been getting raped.  I figured out some more information.  I recognized that voice. it's a young lady named Toya. A young lady whose mother I was friends with I believe I may have spoken on Karen in my first book. This lady made me stay in Philadelphia after offering a house rent to own. It was a scam. she treated her daughters like hell and when their dad died, instead of her helping these girls to keep the dad's house she had them try to sell it although they didn't want to. I tried to talk her into helping them and once I came and seen how she was treating them I had to help them. By not fighting for the house and dropping my lawyer. I was on the street but didn't care as long as they had the house back. I was not all right in the end. All thought I had moved out and they started taking the radiators out of the home and no I didn't stop them. I minded my business because I was mad at the fact they sued me and I learned they all were a part of that mess. They waited until I cleaned the house and wanted it back. My brother frank Chapman and Dona tried to tell me to don't go and try to buy that house but I didn't listen. So now I pay a price.  

You can't relate: I paid a price for many things and I'm able to claim my mess, many can't and won't.  I have a heart of gold easy to forgive and I don't want to send these clowns to jail although that's where they all belong. I'm not ashamed of anything that happened to me that's why I can still hold my head up, if it doesn't kill you it can only make you stronger. What happened to Jesus was the worst and nothing I go through can never be compared.  I hold on to faith and I'm a strong believer in God so I wait because I don't know what will happen but I do know the power of the Lord.  You see we are human and we make mistakes and one will be made that will stand out for all to see and won't be denied. I don't know how we made it through and still standing from what was supposed to kill us but I say the power of the Lord is keeping us.  One thing for certain, two things for sure the knowledge I have about this war so far was given for a reason. God is keeping me for a reason. Many judges and don't know anything about me only what they see on the outer coat. Something big must be coming for the devil to stand this strong against me but no devil can stand against God. Either more knowledge will come to reveal all or God will shut it down in such a way all will know.  I don't want to put anyone in jail for that's not the answer. I don't care if I never find out who is doing this, I just want it to stop. Many don't realize that all it takes is a apologize and explain what I did wrong but money is the root of all evil in some hands and that's what stands in the way.   

People see me as this roofless person that's outspoken and rude.  I'm not roofless but outspoken and rude I can be when I'm hurt or angry and miss understood. Many hate me for my bold attitude and my courage of not backing down but they don't know how I was raised or what I been through to get this way. I was raised by a wild group of men who taught me how to travel through a room of wild wolves. Many would not have been able to stand through all this without killing themselves or just given in. I can't and I won't. I was put together better than that.  

I have been broken so many times but fixed to continue on.  I don't know what it's like to love, I have problems with that. Problems that many have never dealt with or know nothing about.  My life was never a glitter or gold only broken promises and I trust no one but God.   I have a learning disability that threw roadblocks at me to think I couldn't do anything alone, to think I always needed help although my head was stuffed with many ways to start a business. It had me afraid of what people would say or think about me and I just wanted to stay off the radar. I allowed a disability to stand in my way every step of my life and no one to help me through anything.  I struggled and learned the best I could. I'm not always right and I made many mistakes along the way that I can't fix or change, So I could only pray and ask God for forgiveness. I pray about the way I do things because in the end when I think about what I have done it was always a better way to handle it.  People hate my mouth and the choice of words I use, hey I do too at times. I have a very nasty temper that I try hard to control. I say and do what I can't take back but people push you and try to take advantage but is never ready for my reaction. This holds me back from having a relationship.  I don't have a man for a reason and don't care for one because I don't know how to speak once angered. I haven't figured out how to control all that anger that comes with a man. 

I pour my whole heart into relationships to get used every time for being so damn nice but I don't take any junk and don't know how to shut up. I have a strong heart of gold but hate to feel played or used. People never look back to see what they have done to get the reaction that they get. I am only a reaction to all actions, good and bad.

I do things that make one shake their head saying why and all I can say is what one did to me but was what I did in return right? Hell, no most times.  I learned you can't apologize to people for everything and some things can't be fixed in most eyes. People can't forgive as easily as I can. I'm not perfect, I am human too. I wonder if anyone knows, that I did wrong too they hurt me first.  Just because I acted out and never showed the pain of it doesn't mean it didn't hurt and it didn't make me cry. I hate to cry and allowing one to see they hurt me.  What I'm going through hurts like hell but I refuse to allow anyone to see me cry.  I'll cry to someone who doesn't know the situation, someone who doesn't know how bad it hurts.  This hit me so hard that I couldn't cry. I had no tears to cry or no feelings to feel how bad it hurt. 

It took a whole year almost to cry, to feel the pain. I was numb inside. Have you ever been hit so hard that you just can't feel anything? 

Leaving people to think you are this hard person and they don't know you are soft as cotton.  when you have been through so much it gets that way. They have no clue how you have died so many times on the inside until anything that happens more is just like oh well it's to be expected and you wait for what's next bad or good.  You just learn to walk it off. I can't just walk this off. It's like a reality check given and makes you think about all your wrongdoing. Sometimes we need things to happen to make one understand and realize your shit stink too.   

Most would have died just from the thought of this but it's pushing me and making me stronger at the same time.  I would have never written a book. 

I would have been still stuck in life doing nothing but smoking weed all day while doing nothing with my life.  

We think when everything goes wrong or something is so bad it's the worst but we never look at the good side of it. looking outside the box you're in. What's being done to me is very wrong and ugly but the bigger picture is beautiful.  I'm doing what I always wanted to do now. Writing a book and its just the beginning.

I have published my first book, although it may not be great who knows but I did it. 

Damn sad to say I have to give thanks to the ones that are hurting me. They gave me a story to write, a new start in life, and a hell of a push to get it done.  

I don't hate them but I'm angry as hell because they allowed babies to get hurt, my girls the ones that did nothing, and made it for my eyes to see because my girls still don't know or scared to speak. They thought they were making me crazy but they made me ten times stronger and woke me up because I was dead inside without anyone knowing it. The reason to want to live understanding my life is worth more than what they think of me.  when all hate you, you learn to love yourself.

I moved to Florida trying to run from this but I ran deeper into danger with the same situation just different people. I learned how many messed up people are in the world now, the people we look past. The people we are supposed to trust. they taught me I was correct in don't trust anyone but God because humans will fail you every time.  

I was found there soon as we turned on our phones.  I went to my sister-in-law first who said she was going through the same thing, come to find out it was a setup. She was not going through anything that I could see just a group of lies to lower me in so she could make some money as well. God sees all and every dog will have a day.

As  Judgement day will come for all, 

God will send people to attract and allow things to happen for a reason.  

I have no clue of what all done but I know what they have done to me. I know that God wants them all, and they will be judged.  They don't have enough money to stop that or anyone to save them from it.  

They were given choice to do this and given choice not to or stop but they failed at the choice to do and failing at the choice to stop and Hell's gate awaits. 

God gave them a forgiven heart to change their ways at any given time but all choose not and sees money as the bigger picture. 

I pray for the souls. Don't be clueless to this paragraph and note revenge is the Lords, not ours.  Let's think, What did they do so wrong that God allowed them to do this to me and gave them a choice to do or don't do? 

I got a ticket to be judged here on earth in hopes I learn and change my ways and a second chance may be given on earth or I get to go to heaven while they're buying their ticket to hell.

I stayed with Donna for a month and she started trafficking Erika and the buyers were telling on her. They left me signs to confirm it and leaving her to think she won't get in trouble.

Donna had a squad waiting for us. She allowed us to stay in her home and even showed James her son, what she had allowed happening to us. but didn't pay attention to what happened to her son. Didn't realize the same ones she was working for are the same ones who had that done to her son. 

12:38 am Feb. 17, 2021

Pals it's a camera somewhere in the home. A man from downstairs just said my daughter was asleep. The voice came from the second floor of 1304 Harrison street Philadelphia pa 19124. They don't know how or when to just stop.

I was on the phone with one of my daughter's and my granddaughter says she's so scared . she saw a man in the home hiding and mom didn't see him so she doesn't believe her.  They are still attracting us and waiting to get us again tonight. All are waiting for us to sleep. About to leave another message to the department of justice and others. These are babies they are hurting. 

I woke up to Erika looking crazy and very strange. she said she doesn't feel good, her blood pressure was very low and she was light-headed about to pass out. This is how I felt when my heart had stopped during an attack and CPR was used. Tonight they have a medical truck outside. calling the police now. and every night until we move. This man and the whole damn crew are very sick. We live around a group of child molesters. A wall keeps moving under the steps I don't know where it's at but it sounds close like it's in the downstairs neighbor's house. This room that I have blocked off that's in the closet must lead there too.  

The day before yesterday I saw a man come up the steps and he saw me and went back down but it was too late I saw him, the crazy part is I don't know how he got in because all locks are still on the door. The roof that leads to the kitchen has holes on it coming from the side of the roof where the bob wire is and the bob wire has been moved in two places. I have been watching that wire since my first daughter lived here. It was never moved like this before,  but the closet door was never blocked off before either. the man from two doors away has a light on now in the yard after I blocked the closet and the skylight. A latter has to be used to get on the roof. I just heard the wall again. it's downstairs, funny how the landlord is selling the house now that I reported it to the FBI.  

All have moved but the nut case downstairs. I saw William's car here again last night parked out front but don't know if he was driving it or not.  

 A red sports car and a grey one with a tented rooftop were revving for the sale tonight. They started around 10:36 pm.  why are they so sick and how long have they been doing this that they feel so ok about raping children?? How many years? This has not just started, it's too organized. This is the secret behind great old Philadelphia. This place is not safe for women and children. I must spread the word across the globe. Then the men come out in the morning and speak as if they didn't just rape you last night and your children. Many smiles as if they didn't just help. Philadelphia is a damn shame!  

 You know it's wrong to say Philadelphia when it's the men of Philadelphia. I never knew so many men was this sick in the head here. This is why they say you must mind your business when you come to certain sections. Mind your business to women and children getting raped, I can't and I won't.  

I was sent for a reason, my job will be done. No wonder they hate me, I am nothing like most women and men here. Yes, I say women because women are just as much involved as well. I have been raised better than that and taught right from wrong, Even as an adult if I was wrong it was always someone in the family to tell you were wrong and we were taught to admit when you're wrong. All involved should have sense enough to know this is wrong on all levels.  

I am a whole different breed cut from a  different cloth made by Jesus. These people go to church but what do they pray for? “ I pray I don't get caught raping this child, baby, or women.” when they need to be asking the Lord to forgive them and help them change. Jesus is about to break down this city and all that's in it that's not of him. They don't walk in the footsteps of the Lord but of the devil as unbelievers but God is about to show them differently.  No one knows why I'm here, why I stand out, why I'm so bold. No one knows how I'm only here to do God's work and all will soon be brought to justice. They thinking no one is listening to me and will never know the truth to be real but they are so clueless about the power of the Lord. 

All think they are going to get away with all they are doing I lol because I know better. I know why I'm here and the power of the Lord. Everyone has a job to do and I'm going to do mines in Jesus' name. They had a chance to change and a forgiving heart to help them but they ignored that fact. We were raped last night but they think we don't know. 

A smart and wise person would take the money they made and run but greed takes overall. I didn't know why I kept coming back to this section of Philadelphia but I understand in full now as the knowledge was given smack dead in clear sight. It's for all and law enforcement to hear by all means.

The phones and cameras are hacked. I have to get my daughter out of here They are taking her on the roof in the cold to rape her. Drag marks are on the floor leading to the roof and she starting to sniffle again as if she was crying badly. The marks are coming from the bed to the window. I don't know how many rapes us each night. The cars are now parking on the side street where I can't see when they use to park in the parking lot across the street.  

It's a different set of cars each night. Erika's back hurt bad and I see other parts that are hurt that she doesn't speak about. My throat hurts and my head hurts from being pulled so does Erika's head. You can see the prints in her hair after being pulled, and prints on her face. 

It looks like they wrapped her hair around their hands to force her. Where am I while this is going on? drugged sleep getting raped as well. I don't know how many times my daughter has seen me get beat and raped. 

I raised my kids to be very strong-minded to overcome anything I thought but this is a bit much. I know my daughter is gonna need help but right now until we are completely free. I can't trust to leave her alone in a closed-in room with no one,  not after what I learned. 

Now today we hear about a naked woman set on fire and one found in a car dead. I witnessed two men with a woman in a car dazzled that looked like my daughter but it wasn't any of my daughters so I don't know who she was but she was slumped over in the back seat of the car. The man in the white city truck with a tree on the side gets out of the car and going to April's house but once out of the car he yelled {your a bad girl, you bad} she never responded, I was scared for her,   I didn't know who she was to help her. I tried to get the plate numbers off the car but the man driving was moving too fast, they saw me looking. I keep reporting but this must be Philly's darkest secret now I suppose. 

It's no damn serial killer, these men are raping these women in the harshest way. Look on Facebook or Instagram for a man named Jazzo and look for the post that says Philly all linked in. They are covering this mess up. It's too many supposed to be good men involved with very good jobs. So if one tries to say anything, they will see the status and line of work and say no, it can't be them.  Everyone telling will seem crazy because all will stick together.

today is Feb 18, 2021, 2:47 pm 

My daughter Kareena just left going to the hospital. They can't get me or Erika so they getting the other three. Laverne, Ivy ad Kareema. Kareema lives around Brian, Louis, and April, Over on Wister street. She came here and her face is black full of dark marks all over I know she has to have her body full too. I looked at her wrist where it looks like they had been tying her up. They are trashing her in her sleep. The crazy part is she doesn't know it. Laverne is in the hospital as well, she fell down the steps that the landlord didn't remove the Ice till after she fell. Lavere's boyfriend is getting her that's from Bartram village and claiming her for his property. I keep seeing this dark woman on all phones with blind hair very short cut. Yvette. She won't think I know it's her we gonna keep it that way till the time come. My daughter's neck is swelled to the point it's bothering her teeth. I speak the blood of Jesus over all who has trust past against me and my children.  

I plead the blood of Jesus on all weapons formed against me and my family that they shall not prosper any longer. All that has been done will not be forgotten in the eyes of the Lord and all judgment will be placed upon the heads of those who rose against us all.  Judgment day is coming for this battle is not mines it's the Lord's. I shall not fear, fall or stumble. I shall stand strong, firm, and boldly. I will not fear men and their many faces, in Jesus's name!! I will no longer entertain any acts of the devil. Yee shall come against me one way but flee in seven different ways from me and my family. So I am not afraid for what is too hard for me is never too hard for my Lord Jesus. The Lord is bigger than anything all could throw at me and my family. We will not be shaken and It shall not break me as I'm filled with the Lord even though my weakest time. I am covered in the blood of the lamb. I thank you Jesus and declare for all victims to become survivors in Jesus' name. I pray for healing in the hearts and minds of all victims as I pray Lord heavenly father. Shield us with your love and protection and let your angels guard us so this can not take place ever again in our lives Lord Jesus!!!!!  

As I hold on to Jesus and his words, no longer will I focus on the acts of the devil trying to destroy my mind. I will not fear what the human form does to me. I speak and pray upon any and every entrance that the devil tries to enter in my home and my children's homes. All will be protected in my home and in my children's homes by the Lord Jesus Christ. .Devil there is no room for you here,  no resting place for you to dwell,  Jesus!!!!, Jesus!!!!!, Jesus!!!!. I call upon you to protect me and my family. I call for you to help for you are the higher power I need that man can not help with. I need you Lord to place my steps each day to help me walk in your footsteps. Keep us in your strong tower of protection In the righteousness of your hands. Allow every door window and unknown entrance to be sealed by the hands of you Christ. Jesus my savior. Guard and protect us through the night so the devil and his disciples have no way in to bring harm upon us. I speak peace over my home and my kids' home. Lord may you please be our hiding place, our shield, and our protection in our life. Through all the days of our lives. I love you Lord Jesus and you are the stronghold of my life. I stomp on your head devil and I rebuke you and all attached to you, all the attacks that have formed against me and my family by you satan in the name of Jesus!!!  I am a child of God and will not fear any demonic spirits the devil tries to set before me, on me, or around me in Jesus' name. A thousand may fall at my side and ten thousand at my right hand but none shall touch me or my kids for the blessing of Christ is on my side and I am highly favored in the name of Jesus Christ. Jesus as I call upon your holy name, give me peace, rest at night, and joy by day. Give my children peace, rest at night, and joy by day with a sane mind. Keep my heart to be forgiven and my mind and heart to remember that revenge is yours, Lord. Keep my heart focused on you Lord and not on the ways of the world or of the flesh. I shall have rest and peace in your name Jesus. As they come against me, I shall not fear or worry but stand strong on your words Lord. Remove every mountain formed to stop me from moving forward in life. Remove every evil spirit, every curse or spell. remove all that stands against me, all that forms bad to harm me, all that speak words of hate against me, and all that stops me from the rest you provide for me.

Bring peace to my mind body and soul and keep me and my kids safe a In your name, Lord Jesus. I shall not hear the voices of my enemies and may them and they voice parish in Jesus name. Remove my enemies  Lord from around me and do with them as you will. Bring them to your justice Lord. No matter how they pray to the devil let it not touch me. Block all evil prays set upon me. Block all ungodly spoken words. stop all evil spells and curses so they don't touch me or my kids. It's nothing they can do that you Lord can't undo, nothing they can place upon me that you Lord can't take off me, and nothing they can move around me that you Lord can't remove. Lord nothing they can place in me you can't take out of me. Give them no success Lord in nothing they do against me that is evil. Remove them, Lord. Remove them now so that they no longer remember my name or the names of my children and grandchildren, so that they no longer seek our faces and no longer are able to harm us. I declare the Lord Jesus Christ over my life, my children's life, and my grandchildren's lives. Over our homes, and everything that we do. 

Send down our angles of protection Lord and I ask that they cover us from the time that we awake to the time that we fall asleep and all through our days in Jesus' name. I rebuke all that's listening and reading now that forms hate evil, and harm to come against us in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. You said no weapons formed shall prosper Lord. Remove all weapons formed in Jesus's name Lord I ask that you remove them right now Lord. Remove the lies that were told to keep me bound and chained.  Let the lies be revealed for the lies they are. uncover thy enemy to be shown and remove them.  Let the works of all evil be cast down. Serve them with your mighty righteous hand of justice and allow them to know you are God almighty. You made no mistakes when you created me Lord Jesus as I rebuke all in the name of Jesus. All that rose against me, I rebuke in the name of Jesus. Remove the spells of isolation placed upon me as you Lord set my mind, body spirit, and soul free from my enemies. in Jesus''s name, as I pray give ear to my prayers, the ear the enemy thought was closed. Hear my cry and all my prayers and move in only a way I know you only can Lord. Allow them all to see the works of you Lord as you move through my life and the lives of my children. Allow them to see the protection over us that can only come from you Lord. Shield me Lord with your arms and your shield of aroma. Let them see that I am your child and my children are your children. Allow my ways to be your ways Lord as I pray and bring the warfare of Christ against them. In Jesus' name, I pray amen. 

This book is done and needs no further words. in Jesus' name All praise to King Jesus!!!  As I declare victory over our lives. No weapons formed shall prosper anymore. 

Any smart and wise man might want to run now in Jesus' name. I declare the glory of the Lord to cover me for all the days of my life. 

The rest of this book will be filled with worship and prayers as Jesus defeats the devil and my enemies that follow.

AMEN!!!!!  Thank you, Jesus. Thanking you for keeping me, my heavenly father.

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trafficking and the traffickers: Part two

MY GOD>MY GOD    4:02 pm 

By Alice L. West

My God has spoken, so all spells can be broken.  

no more hindering me, God set me free. 

All mountains move, For I've been approved;

I don't know if you heard, Jesus has the last word. 

The devil had me bound,  but by Jesus, I am found.

No more hindering me God set me free. {repeat}

As I walked through a jungle with no light and could not see, thousand roamed around me with spells for weapons, trying to destroy me. I had nowhere to run and there was no place to hide.  Every part of me was violated, meant to break me down inside.  

Beatings endured so bad, that almost broke every bone. Night after night I suffered because they wouldn't leave me alone. In the morning I would awaken feeling down and out, but I kept moving by faith while knowing God can change my route. 

My God has spoken, so all spells can be broken. 

No more hindering me God set me free.

All mountains  move, for I have been approved,

 I don't know if you heard,  Jesus has the last word.

The devil had me bound but by Jesus, I am found.

No more hindering me, God set me free. {repeat}

I wondered what could I have done to make all rise with chains. men of many faces and none of them have names. I was isolated from all of my friends as they hurt my family too. so I stood alone without no one knowing what I was going through. 

I know this is not the will of God although this is very real,  so I fight for my children as well regardless of how they feel. I begin to lift my hands crying out to the Lord the devil starts to frown. For there is a higher power that is coming around.

My God has spoken, so all spells can be broken.

No more hindering me, God has set me free.

All mountains moved, for I have been approved.

I don't know if you heard, Jesus has the last word.

The devil had me bound but by Jesus, I am found. 

No more hindering me, God has set me free.

I'm crying while I'm trying to pray to keep from dying knowing I must stay alive.  I know the Lord is able and hear us as we cry, may my heart not be weary for soon he will arrive. Yes, soon he will arrive! I know my God is faithful and will not pass me by.

My God has spoken yes, and all spells are broken.

No more hindering me, my God has set me free.

All mountains moved, for I have been approved.

I don't know if you have heard, Jesus has the last word.

The devil had me bound but by Jesus, I am found.

No more hindering me, My God has set me free.

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Covered by the Blood of Jesus

As I live and breath I shall walk with the Lord, and be covered by the blood, and God's protection shall shield me as I walk through the valley. I shall fear no evil. Yes, they are strong but my God you are stronger.

All that awaits outside and around us right now to rape this child and me and my other girls, all that awaits to make my child open a door to harm her, all that awaits to sell us. I REBUKE YOU, YOUR SOULS, and YOUR SPIRITS in the name of JESUS!!!!!! All that has touched us in the past I REBUKE YOU IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!!! I plead the BLOOD over our lives!!!!! I PLEAD THE BLOOD OF JESUS OVER OUR LIVES!!!!! IN JESUS NAME!!!! Send law enforcement to catch them in their acts, Lord. Come down with a forceful righteous hand Lord!!!! I REBUKE, I REBUKE them OH LORD IN YOUR NAME JESUS!!!!! BRING THEM TO STAND DOWN JESUS As I call upon you as I speak your name oh precious LORD, KING of all KINGS, LORD of all LORDS!!!!!! IN JESUS NAME AS I CRY OUT< AS I CALL UPON YOU LORD JESUS. I REBUKE ALL THAT RISE AND THAT HAS RESIN AGAINST MY FAMILY AND ME!!! AMEN  AND AMEN AGAIN!!!!!!

WHEN I CALL POLICE TONIGHT LET MY VOICE BE HEARD ACROSS THE NATION LORD> LET ME POINT OUT THE RIGHT CARS AND SHOW THE RIGHT HOUSES>SPEAK ON THE CORRECT PEOPLE LORD. LET ALL LAW ENFORCEMENT MOVE OUT AND ACT IN YOUR NAME LORD JESUS.!!!! LET MY VOICE BE HEARD!!!! APPOINT  ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION LORD> let this prayer be heard as I write OH LORD JESUS!!!!! LET THE WOMAN THAT SPEAKS AGAINST ME BE STOPPED AND BROUGHT TO JUSTICE IN YOUR NAME LORD!!!!  ALLOW HER NOT TO SPEAK NO MORE EVIL FOR MONEY AGAINST ME AND MY DAUGHTERS, ALLOW justice to be served for hitting my DAUGHTER ERIKA. in JESUS NAME AMEN. All money made off raping us, be saw as no good and wasted. All things brought shall crumble before their eyes in JESUS name. All buyers go broke for not knowing what to do with the money you blessed them to successfully have in JESUS NAME!!!!! ALLOW ALL THAT I ASK TO COME TO LIGHT IN JESUS NAME!!!! IN JESUS NAME, IN JESUS NAME, IN JESUS NAME!!!!! AS I REBUKE THEM ALL IN JESUS NAME, I REBUKE ALL IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!! JESUS!!!!! JESUS!!!! IN THE NAME OF JESUS!!!! SHOW THEM THAT ITS POWER IN YOUR NAME AS I WRITE JESUS!!!!! AS I SAY THIS PRAYER OUT LOUD LET MY VOICE BE HEARD LOUD IN YOUR EARS LORD AND LET YOUR SPIRIT COME in JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!!!!

Let your will be done and let your spirit rise Jesus. I thank you for all you are doing in my life. I think you for pulling me out.  I praise your name and thank you for making us all survivors.  Let's move forward Lord. I have been pushing with you Lord for a long time and I'm not tired yet. Amen!!!

 

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Chapter 2: Silent and Listen

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What Lie Won't They Tell

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NO UNDERSTANDING

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The Devil Thought He Had me: Feb 26, 2021, 2:26 pm

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CHAPTER 3: H>O>P>E> Helping Our People Emerge

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Over Coming It All

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When IT DO NOT Feel Right To The Soul

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Lost thinking it's no way out

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Will you hold on and do you believe

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CHAPTER 4: My Soul Says Yes

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Never in my wildest dreams. Just to get their hand on H>O>P>E

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What Matters To You

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The Broken and the Change

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I cried because it hurts

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CHAPTER 5: Do anyone care

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Saddest Days I Have Ever Seen

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Hurt by Knowledge and holding on by FAITH

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As we wait for the closing of the story the outcome

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The washing as I wash showered Lord I thank you for allowing me to lay all of this on your hands and leaving it there, as our will shall be done on earth as it is in heaven

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SEES THY FACE >> I had another Dream and a word was given.  

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CHAPTER 6: I declare Victory Over My Life

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The War Part Two

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